Monday, April 14, 2008

omg. so embarrassedd.
i did it AGAIN.
Sorry =X blogged at the wrong blog.

hmmm.
sometimes i wonder why people are so quick to judge.
that they think it was already expected and they believe they know it.
just that they're like 'oh,she finally said it'
and starts questioning you and shooting it all out.
seem like they know it all when they Dont.
like they can read you like a book.
No they cant.
its human nature to judge isnt it.
its so fast that the thought drops into one's head.
you tell and let someone into your life because of the status,Friends.
hoping they'll understand,No they dont.
tables turn and you're being questioned.
and they talk as though they know it all. They dont.
i dont remember putting gym first.
sigh.
its difficult.
and No.
i'm not the same person i used to be.
people change.
Slowly. but they do.
dont use what i've shared before against me.
Sigh.
i dont know man. i'm not pisst.
guess i'm just disappointed. kinda upset.
ohwells.
its okay.
wont matter anymore.

okay.
FINALLY.
i'm beginning to like what i'm studying
haha.
it can get pretty dry at times.
but its all good.
i like it.
Human biology,anatomy, physiology.
ahaha. yayayay.
and everything else to do with drug dosage and administration.

but then again.
i dont know.
i should just take a day at a time.
sigh.
somehow it doesnt feel the way it should.
then again okay. i should shut up.
how the hell would i know what way it should feel.

timetable is horrid.
but i've got better teachers.
much better actually.
and the classes are small.
supersmall actually.
because most of the time its just 50ppl in a lecture.
only for marketing and the basics then its still combined
with the huge groups from MB.

i love my diary x)